my brain is EMPTY

i love my buddies so much, i love my friends so much.
well i know i'm thinkin too much, but friends are the most important part in my life.
someone said:

'Friendship can be forever, but love relationship never.'

i not so agree. because after experienced so much things, i'm sure i have be different compared with before.
so i realized,

• NOTHING CAN BE FOREVER.

it's so sad, but it's the truth. no one can change it, including GOD and LEEHOM.

that's why i love my buddies and friends. so much.

no one can make your loneliness disappear. you should understand no one is gonna be responsible when you're unhappy or sad or angry; and no one is working to make you happy. NO ONE. including your dearest daddy and mummy.

LOL, since when i have become so shita pessimistic? and this word is hard to spell it :(
erm i think i 看戏看太多~
多愁善感zor gua?

it sounds funny.
if i was busy, even though every time i'm just busy for nonsense things, i wished that i can be some minutes to take a nap or doing whatever i really want to do, eg: listen music, sing or draw.
but if i was so free that make me feel upset, and whatever planning to pass this LOOONNNGGG holiday i never achieved.
it really so sad right?