I dont wan any Holiday....

Sometimes....we really need to rest...
I love Rest...but no holiday....
it's meaningless to me...
I just can say: Sienz
oh my god...
I always say to myself...:Is it holiday terrible?
may b yes...

haiz...
sometimes i really hate study....
very stressful
n just can giv me pressure...
n want it leave my life forever...
but it's impossible...right?

but may b i can find something fun in my study life...
i m very luckily because i m a prefect....
it makes me i not-so-sienz in schul...
haha
i need to duty....
n prefect is fun....
i very enjoy it...
n i can be with my friends oso...
i love my friends forever...

n holiday always makes me tired....
gt many activity want to join dis join dat...
it's fun...really...
bt oso makes me crazy...
tiredly...

so...
if holiday compare with scul day...
may b i ll choose schul day from now on...

gt long time no write blog....

y@...
gt @ long time no write blog @d....
no cauZ of laZy la...
becauZ my com gt problem leh...
very cham d....

i dun like 偏见
very stressful...
it make me craZy....
orZ

i think gt many dis problem in dis society....
of cauZ in my loving life....
haiZ
dunnoe wan say wat la
n dunwan say may b is better gua
ZZZ....

坏心情（最近天气不好，好好照顾身体）

今天很坏心情
又加上快生病的感觉
头好痛

是Chien Hui的生日…8月7日
我叫fooing jing帮我买礼物…听说很便宜……
是杯子…陶瓷的

我已经很小心了
但还是避免不了灾难
我连duty都拿着

我要去duty时，
Chien Hui跟我讲谢谢
我很感动
我去抱她
没想到……

我要把手缩回去时，
撞到他手上的礼物
跌在地上
Chien Hui拾起来，
摇摇看，听到碎片的声音
我叫他打开来看
破了
破得很惨

我看了很内疚
在还没打开之前就有最坏的心里打算了
没想到
我看了还是会伤心
我的心就好象那个杯子
碎得不能再碎了……

结果
我哭了
我已经认着眼泪
不让它掉下
但还是哭了

Chien Hui是很吓倒
她还安慰我
我觉得
这个时候应该是我安慰他
我好没用
连安慰都不会
……
我不懂要说什么

我没想道
我送了他礼物
我却弄毁了

对不起
ChienHui……

No result

r u noe...
may b a person is chasing behind u....
but u dont feel it....
u juz walking ur way...

Me too
I oso dunnoe hav any person chasing after me or no...
but i juz noe
i m behind somebody too

but i m no chasing
i m juz waiting
waiting he turn his head to look at me
n may b he will smile
or feeling surprise??!

it's impossible...
cauz he dont noe....
well
i forgiv it....

may b
forgiv n forget cauz no result
but sometimes...

no result is the best result

Sorry

I cant forgiv myself
I do a big shit wrong....
sorry
ys
I dunnoe wat i m saying
but i noe it's my wrong
i still so...naive
I hope u can forgiv me
n forget this thing....
I noe i may be make u dissapoint...
n i oso noe may be i cant hav chance to ask u forgiv me
but i still wan to say sorry

sorry n sorry again
i dun noe wat was happened
but i noe wat is the factor
it's me
sorry

Lastly,
I hope u can see dis blog....
n do wat u want to do
juz say it
n i m waiting u
SORRY