30.5.12

dropping

墮落吧

不知道我現在成什麽樣子了 xD
chase for drama
and have a cold war with mum. :(
i have not realise the reason. -,-

i want to sing k with huihan :D
and gathering with prefect :D
it should be an awesome holiday :DD
but so sad. i haven't ask my dad. i worry if he say no.
i hate it like this. like refused by someone so directly.
hmmm.
good luck. :D

28.5.12

后悔药

yeah that's wad i need.
:(

regret.
really regretting.
i hope can get closer with you. like we do as before.
but now i just can watch your back, which get further and further.
you never turn back your head. and i don't ask you to do that.

我说了好多好多欺骗别人   和自己的谎言
“我才没想过那么多……” “我只是把你当朋友……”
“我很讨厌你……” “都是你还的……”
等等 等等
好多 好多
:(

我后悔死了

i never want you to stay with me.
i just want you to ask me to do so.
and you know, i will smile and say yes. :)

不过,我到底在期待些什么?
Bullsh1t. :P

24.5.12

Cham Lo Cham Lo

Oh, I have eat so much these days. :( don't tell me that I get pregnant? LOL.
okay. forget about those such sad case.

today we had last paper of mid term! FINALLY! hooray.
so i waked up at 4. (actually i set my alarm at 2. but my bed is so charming lovely, she don't want me to leave her. i have try my best to wake up.) to do the last effort for chemistry paper. :)
teehee :D
even at last i didn't finish it. well for someone who never really pay effort on the study, what else you should expect for? :P
I took bio and maths result.
okay. maths get A while bio... haha no failed luckily. :P

I saw my classmate (a libra boy) quarrel with his best friend (a Sagittarius boy) they are agitated, and talked so loudly. they just sit beside me. i can't concentrated to do practices, in fact i never think that i can do it before.
but i didn't eavesdrop to them too (because i dunoe what r they talking bout.)
and i saw the libra classmate's eyes red. seem like want to cry
OH NO! T^T

hmmm. i very care friendship. that's why i so worry about them (ke po pattern)
hope they'll get fine.

好 朋 友 , 手 拉 手 
 RIGHT?

19.5.12

oic :D

OIC CAMP!
yeah i was so await it! oh yeah. :D

most of my friends already receive their calling but why i have no?then finally they call me in this week. i was so excited!
but i didn't listen to them properly. doing other things while listening phone.
I just heard she said reach there about 9a.m. for registration.
and no more. -,-
my friends said they will tell you what package you'll go.
Oh so SHIT I didn't notice!
so i don't know what workshop i will go.
T^T


I'M CHOOSING THESE 2 WORKSHOPS:


Event Design and Décor - Join us to get into the creative and fun environment of setting up an event! In this workshop you will discover various areas of designing an event, deciding an event theme, creating event décor materials and communicating the event spirit to the attendees. You will sure make a blast at your school’s Graduation Prom!

Dining Etiquette - Are you confident at a formal dining table? Dine with style and grace. Polish your dining skills. Learn what to & not to do at a dining table. Come join this interactive workshop to learn the finer tips on dining.


hmmm... xD
let's forget the exam  :P
i'm sure i will laugh like mad if i get the results. haha.
not because of the high marks of course 


MY DOG ATE A FLY JUST NOW!

11.5.12

exam:D

I just want to say May is coming.
Then now I should change it to OMG IT'S JUNE!
yeah. Time flies like mad!
oh no
and next week i will face maths and sj paper
feel so stress. even i know i'm sure will not get A.
haiz. GOD BLESS ME!

4.5.12

#594


最能藏得住心事的星座



第一名:天蠍座
天蠍座隱藏心事的能力以及持久性是無人能及的。生性喜靜的蠍子對於紅塵俗世的繁華熱鬧一律採取閃避的態度,即使無法遠離喧囂,他們也會抱著局外人的心態,用冷漠的雙眼洞察世間的一切。人們看不懂天蠍,覺得天蠍是個異類:曲高和寡,與一切格格不入,而天蠍也不屑被人看懂。對天蠍來說,擁有完全屬於自己的心事是件美妙而怡心的事,因為他們認為心事是一種私有物品,儲存在心這個私有空間裡,是不該被別人窺視和熟知的,即使對方與自己的關係很親密也不可以。畢竟只有自己才最瞭解自己,只有自身才是靈與肉的結合,與別人再親密也終有距離,那又何必將獨有的心事與他人分享呢?

 第二名:獅子座
看到獅子座竟然也榮登「最能藏得住心事TOP5」排行榜,也許有人會感到奇怪,他們也能藏得住心事嗎?是的,他們不僅能藏得住心事,而且還很能藏!獅子們倒也不是以王者自居而有意要拉遠與他人的距離,他們只是有點難以低下已習慣高昂的頭顱。獅子們會為事業努力拚搏,會站在高高的演講台上振臂高呼來鼓舞團隊士氣,但他們不會像個小女生似地對別人 訴說自己的心事。王者始終有王者的高傲,他們認為向別人訴說心事是軟弱的表現,只有內心不夠強大的人才會向別人訴說,而驕傲的獅子生來就是做人表率的!試想,有這種觀念的獅子又如何不會將自己的心事藏的嚴嚴實實,以塑造他們不倒金剛的形象呢?

 第三名:魔羯座
如果你覺得自己很瞭解一個魔羯座朋友的話,那你就大錯特錯了,因為傳說中的魔羯們都有著雙重性格,而你看到的只是他的表面,他的內心則是你到達不了的禁地。魔羯們總是兢兢業業,他們的努力程度也得到了其他星座的普遍認可,而促使魔羯們如此努力的原因只有一個:讓自己更加與眾不同。有人說魔羯是純粹的利己主義,因為他們總是憑借天生的敏銳力來探尋最有利於自己的東西,也正如此,魔羯們的心事較一般人要多。心思縝密的魔羯把可能對自己有利的人、事、物都默默地放在心裡,分門別類地整理好,再默默地去品味箇中滋味。即使是那些自己一直都未能排解的繁雜憂愁,魔羯也不會對別人說,因為他們覺得別人永遠只是聽眾,根本無法理解自己的心境,既然做不到感同身受,說與不說又有何分別?

 第四名:天秤座
天秤座心地善良是無可置疑的,對於親人,他們從心底裡疼惜;對於朋友,他們發自內心的呵護。但也正是因為這種善良使得他們成為最能隱藏心事的星座之一。天秤們認為,一個人的心事往往是他與現實或自己的現狀等無法調和而產生的心靈負擔,就像眼淚一樣,如果你對著別人哭泣,宣洩了不良的情緒,卻給別人籠罩上了悲傷的陰影。天秤們善良的覺得如果把自己的心事訴諸他人,也許自己的心靈會得到「減負」,但「減」出來的負擔卻壓在了別人的身上,因為願意聽你訴說這些心事的人,必定是你的至親至愛,不是親朋,即是好友。將自己的輕鬆建立在別人的痛苦之上,這讓本性善良的天秤如何做得到?所以他們寧願獨自承擔一切心靈的負擔,默默地將心事壓在心底。

 第五名:巨蟹座
蟹殼十分堅硬,而內心卻很柔軟,容易受傷——巨蟹們很瞭解自己的特性,所以總是習慣豎起盾牌保護自己。雖然也有一些人能越過荊棘、穿過盾牆來到柔軟的內心深處,但卻總有那麼一方之地讓人無法觸及,因為那裡記錄著巨蟹那不被外人所知的點點滴滴。巨蟹們很小心地保護著自己,對他們而言,心事是最真實自己的絕對影像,敞開胸懷,袒露心事,無疑是將最原始的自己暴露於他人眼前,而這是十分危險的,因為你不會知道現在眼前的人下一秒還是不是你的「死黨」或「閨蜜」,倘若有變,那他就將握有你最致命的弱點,給予你最徹底的打擊。所以巨蟹們是十分能藏得住心事的人,這不是說他們不相信人,只是他們更懂得什麼是人心難測,更明白最可以保護自己的只能是自己本身罷了。


我是不折不扣的星座控 :P
:)
You can't choose your family members since you've born.
but FRIENDS are able to choose to be your family members.








Exam was COMING. 98 HOURS LEFT!
oops. I haven't finish revision :(

yeah. today finally we talked our opinions on everyone in the class.
Even sometime I don't wish others know what am I thinking, or my secret as well.
But I can't keep any unhappy inside. I have to discuss with the one.
Because I thought some little unhappy stuffs can be a powerful bomb in everyone's mind after some time. Bak kata pepatah, 'sikit sikit jadi bukit.' :P
Then everyone get hurt. :(
Well someone may forget them.
But I think talk it out is the best method.

So my friends cried in the discussion. Some misunderstanding was happened.
We solved it finally :D Then I think everyone is happy with the result.
My mood became good and happy. That's why i ate a lot today. (Just an excuse :P)

Even we're friends before some years ago. We must have meet some problem between our friendship.
Don't try to keep them in heart.
Just try to say out.
We should have some discussion like this time in certain time after that.
Like 2 months once? haha.

It will not break your friendship. But it must make it stronger. :D

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKE YOU STRONGER :)

2.5.12

bad day :(

yeah
something bad make my day spoiled. so wasted. :(
cried in class like a little girl who scolded by teacher. mempersiasuikan

i hate those guys. who really idiot.
they just do what they want, without any thinking. and they never care others'.
how can a boy treat a girl like that?
they never know it was so insulting. they thought it was very funny.
and i really speechless for their stupid attitudes.

if i can get more A in pmr, then i don't need so suffer like now.
i don't need to face these problems.
i was so regretful.

well but
Friends, Jokes, FoodSnack and Crying really make me feel much better. :)

CHEER UP :)