25.7.12

9 more days :P

no spm nor trial :P is the day that i can see Leehom soon :D
really miss him! hope i can see him very soon and shout his name loudly!
crazy xP

now everyone start their study. so stress. hmmm i also need to do that too.
the number is decreasing. everyone is chasing.
woah.

i have to do my best. if not i will never know how the best i can be.
:D

20.7.12

所有错误从我这里落幕

明天开始
这一切都结束

So that it can be a HAPPY ENDING :)

it still inside my body :D
hmmm. i listened to the music these days. found out i'm quite different than before.
sometime i get touched easily. and i can feel my heart was killing my mind.
i saw my fm's tweet and i left a comment on their fb page.
i chose a song for him, that's 还是要幸福


有些东西,不是你的,就永远都只能是别人的。

i never expect the dj will see my comment, and they play the song and read my comment!
oh gosh. my comment is so 'wa tak'... LOL and they read my name... LOL
and my friend heard this from radio. she told me today.
oh no! you can imagine how excited i am!
i'm so lucky for being chosen, and feel grateful to the dj who help me to distress. :P
haiz.


so just face the truth. :D

15.7.12

GOSH


我是干了什么好事?
总是与我相对

上一个也是这样……虽然最后没有结果
如今好不容易忘了,对另外一个产生了好感
这时你却告诉我,他已经是她的了?!
又是同一个,天呐。

每次看见,心脏却不能像平常那样运作
总觉得有什么致命的吸引力
一点一点地想要把我拉过去
结果因为,我不想要跟再有任何冲突
努力的自己拉回去,拉到远远的位置
我知道从此之后最多也只能像这样,远远的看着
拉着我的绳子,却像一把刀
我想挣脱,却越挣脱越受伤

看见他们,连鼻酸的资格都没有
连厚脸皮的权利也没有
即使我很讨厌,很不喜欢,甚至希望我不曾认识
但因为他,我知道我不能这样
我知道没有一个男孩,会喜欢别人讨厌属于自己的女孩
所以我忍着
忍得很辛苦,也不知道能忍多久
当我看见,就像老鼠一样懦弱,想要逃跑,想要消失
不是害怕,但也不知道为什么会这样
也好就没有过这样

忍吧。反正你迟早有一天会习惯的。
你也早已经就麻木了不是吗?
,我不是喜欢,不是暗恋。
也不晓得是什么奇妙的感觉,但就是这样被吸引了。
或许不会很长久的。
或许只是经过的过客,一下就会消失不回头的过客
或许是给过你难忘回忆的路人
仅此而已

还期待些什么呢?

14.7.12

keep move it on




There is still a long way to go. You may cry, but you have to keep on moving and never stop.

NEVER GIVE UP

:)

8.7.12

Julaiiiii :P

oops, i spelled wrong. should be JULY :D
haha.
july must be amazing and crazy month. every weekend i can't have a lovely rest at home in this month :( because there are a lot of activities. and it reminds me the spm is really get closer and closer to me! 120days to go!
but attend those activities really fun for me. even i cannot have rest, but all stuffs can be the best memories before i end my secondary school's life. (so sad if i think this)

the end of the june, 30.6.12
it was a dmc competition night. the show really amazing, like a concert.
but the system really has a lot of problems. and i almost cannot control my emotional at that time. because the workers really cant manage the whole competition well.
teehee :P
since i can't do anything, because i'm not in charge at all. so i just can pay attention on the participants' show :D
woah. their shows were really amazing. almost of them are my schoolmates. :P
felt proud of them, muahaha.
S3 has some friends join this night show too, weizheng and alan for music instrument, wengjiu for dance. and more. :)
well. the results are not important. the most important one is the procedure. RIGHT? :P

6.7.12, friday
it was our school's sports day. i took part in rumah a pembarisan and my part is 'throw flowers'. LOL. 笑场
i took pic with evry miss of each rumah. :))
rumah A: wee shi
rumah B: wei shuang
rumah D: yi ling
rumah E: hui ni
well rumah c i didnt took any pic because.. rumah c has no any MISS. but MR. hahaa
i took many pic with many ppl. vry noob la haha
and i took with weizheng. damn. he so tall. and.. lol i don't noe how to describe... it really funny.
okay here's the pic. we looked at each other. and his eye seem like saying, 'yinsan why you are so short?' LOL so funny man.
so fat :(
and rumah A losed. haha it's okay. i said, the results are not important at all.

ice cream :D

don't want to erase it. and the icecream seller praised for it :PP *proud*

aiyer... dirty :(

but it worths :P

sampat pattern. do my skin get darker? :((


7.7.12 saturday
scout and pandu puteri ONCE UPON A TIME campfire
super exciting! and the drama really funny. walfred is the main character and his partner is Joanne teehee:P can be a sweet couple. haha
ting han chee jit han sern walfred louis are very handsome and cute. oh gosh.
at the last they be a little band and play some songs for us.
a really happy ending. :D

but the boy chooses the girl, who i really hate her.
he is so nice, and i think he can find another much better one. why must her? cannot understand.
really want find a chance to ask him. hope he wont give any answer such 'love is blind' these bullshit things. LOL.

haiz. 2mr is monday :(