so goodnight.

不是不想放手，
不过还没有找到放手的理由。

hmm everyday i need to work. tomorrow also. today also. but i'm still on computer and playing tetris battle.:P
i didn't know why. felt unhappy everyday. like my life have something unfinish. but i never know what it is.
so i try to make me busy. but after i have some seconds to rest, even just some seconds, then i will have that damn feeling again.

that boy, i loved before. i didn't know have i let you go? at least so far i wouldn't cry or crazy for you.
because i know i should forget you.
then i hide my emotion, and show what expressions should i have on face.

you never try to guess me, you'll never get the real answer.
like add maths question, no answer for sure.
i never get the real answer for myself too. then how you get it?

:)

tell myself, don't try to mess up the thing again.
you'll be hopeless.

#2 Something bout Libra

天秤座

天秤天性好玩 , 好奇心重 , 容易满足 ;

不管多大 , 童心一直不会变 ! 



天秤渴望理解 , 却不奢求理解 ,

安于孤独 ; 更能乐于孤独 ; 

总让人觉得很冷 , 几乎每问一句话就只会应一句 ;


别说你懂天秤 , 他们连自己也不懂自己 ! ♥

性格很孩子气 , 通常都不太独立 ; 


喜欢依赖让他们感到安心的人 ,, 比如亲人 , 朋友 .

天秤看上去开朗 , 其实细腻而心重 ! 


天秤座总是脸上微笑着、无所谓着、强势着 ; 


但是心里却一直流着泪 ,也不愿意说出口 ,




他们需要被保护 .


天秤座的人善良 , 但不好欺负 ! ♥

【会让男人 “上瘾” 的星座女排行】

冠军（天秤座）、亚军（巨蟹座）、季军（水瓶座）、第四名（白羊座）、第五名（双子座）♥

【让旧爱 最 后 悔 分手星座】

冠军（天秤座）、亚军（摩羯座）、季军（天蝎座）♥

oh, chinese.

缘分就像穿衣服
在全世界的每一片土地的其中某个地方，
任你选择，你相信你会在哪里找到属于你的缘分。
然后选衣服，你可以要裤子，可以要衣服，可以要任何东西。
寻找，你要的款式。
但是，却不那么容易找到。
就算找到了你想要的款式，也可能不是你想要的颜色。
就算找到了你想要的颜色，也可能找不到属于你的尺寸。
就算找到了适合你的尺寸，也可能不喜欢那件衣服的价钱。

就算真地找到了所有条件都符合的那件衣服，也可能不完美。
即使完美，你也不晓得可以维持多久。

所以，请你珍惜。
每一个曾经属于过的那份缘分。
可能不永恒，可能不完美。

但至少，曾经拥有。

oh no.

everything must cannot be perfect fully.
that's why i ask you don't be greedy.

yeah, i went work with my sis on friday. tired but fun.
feel fun to serve customers. xD even the salary was little enough. :(
but i told, don't be greedy.

some people thought work at our age is not good or a bad thing.
they may think we work is just for money.
that means we are greedy. or we are poor.
damn stupid thinking.
if you prefer rest at home i won't said anything.
but since you think like that, then you are stupid. even i'm not clever.
hmm. okay. then you just be your rich people, wear your brands and shut your mouth up just waiting for lovely daddy mummy to give you food and money.
that's all.

go work is fun. really. i met different customers.
a beautiful malay who look like Chen Fa-La, a woman who have long hair until her heels.
and i also had been complained :(
boss said i didn't mop the floor nicely. and said i must a queen at home because i didn't know how to do any housework.
damn.
but everything must gonna be alright. :)

since i worked, i can't watch my favorite tv  channel, and cannot play my computer, cannot use my handphone.
my legs were pain enough. lol. i almost have idea to give up.
but i don't want. how can we give up easily since begin it easily too?
hmmm so i want to do it until holiday finish. :)
even i may regret at last. LOL.

everyday can be a good day. :D

#1 Something bout Libra

【如果天秤沉默了，是很危险的。TA可能……】

1、有心事；


2、厌倦了等待；


3、要爆炸了；


4、需要拥抱；


5、崩溃了；


6、心在哭泣；


7、以上全部。

Dream

梦想，
就是需要一点点的冲动

even your dreams are hard to achieve.
but nothing is impossible.

越是可笑的梦想，
越是让人瞧不起的梦想，
越是微不足道的梦想，

才会有越高的实践价值，越伟大。

Do what you love to do. Love what you do to love.

花田里犯了错

hey hey :D

how i play chinese chess with siblings :P 

yeah. :)

lol.. i just like the light.

next... :P

we go hav lunch at somewhere.(i dunoe whr was dat) great nice scene!

woah, i love sea :D

yeah the food. :P 

:DDD

help dad to translate some documents. =,=

teehee:D

leehom's album >,< woah!

with old tee. :P

what i do in holiday: Sleep, eat , sleep, eat =,=

lol funny siblings. 

mummy and sista. :D

再見可以很單純

还是要幸福_Hebe 田馥甄

great. :)

你如果很幸福 半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了 容身之處 我也 能有 最純粹的孤獨




最孤獨的孤獨

:)

be.rude.

I need a stranger now.
borrow me shoulder, and listen to me.
just for a while.

nothing else.

fuckthewholeworld.

don't be greedy.

feel like some friends and family members facing 'LOVE' this problem.
hmmm. i just can help them as my best :)
but since you born in this world singly. then you have to face your problem singly too.
you may have lot of friends to support, and your family will help you.
but at last you have do your own decision.
no one can help you lastly.
because this is your life. you're the one who decide your way to live.
i tried my best to help them. even i don't know are they accept it?
but at last i must tell them, 'you have to make your own the best choice yourself.'

i hate to make decision. because i always wanna to get the best.
i compared them, i asked people for suggestions.
i'm libra, i hard to choose a thing every time.
i don't want to regret. so i want the best as well.
but sometime you know you can't get the balance between them.
then i may realised, the decisions i made may not the best. :(
but since i made it, then i have no choice.
we may have many chances to choose again, but human are greedy, right?
you may chose the best, actually that's enough already.
but you asked to give a chance and choose again.
okay, if chance given, but how if you asked chance again?
so once you have the chance to choose, try the best to choose the best one.
then you wouldn't feel regret. :)

so my friends, i hope you all can make the best choice.
don't be greedy.
choose, and accept your decision.
that's all.

i said, don't be greedy. :)

Love Drunk ;D

the song i'm listening. :)

don't expect too much.

it's always better to feel surprised than to feel disappointed.

hmm, i have no idea to do what. my mum asked her friend to help me find job. so now just wait for answer.

i wanna go travel. but daddy quite busy, he just off on some days. this is not enough to have a relax holiday.

i think i should take a breath. i don't have much stress, but i need to stay at home and live at the same places for  2 months, a long time.

if i go travel, i think i will work better. i doesn't means my job, but my life. :)

hmm, i want to go beach. :) no more facebook, computer, tv and facebook.

of cause it must be temporary. :P

yeah 2011 is coming to the end.

hope it can be a sweet happy ending :D

Forget and Forgive

Judging a people does not define who they are.

It defines who you are :)

Don't judge me. You don't know the truth.

I did a mistake. A mistake I always did before I forgot the guy.
My pillow was wet. I had no idea.
This isn't called love.
There was something refresh my memory.
And not purposely opened the lock, resulted in those stupid thinking hurt me again.
All that what can I do, is to forget and forgive.
But so sad, every time when I face the problems, mostly what can I do just was 'to forgive'.
I can forgive a people easily. But I never forget.

To make boys chase for girls, what girls should do is run before they chase after you.

However boys won't chase a girl forever.

It's a fact.

我希望可以被保护。但并不渴望。

我更渴望可以用我的力量，去保护我最爱的人。

朋友，家人，爱人。

比起被他们保护，我更想保护它。

不是喜欢逞强，是因为……

一个我不知道的理由。

Every night before I fell asleep, I will think many things.
May create a story, may create a song.
May miss my flashback, may miss someone.
But after I wake up on the next day morning,
I will forget :)

#543

That's why I told you, 'Don't be greedy!'

人没有十全十美。

如果你不能接受我的缺点，

那你凭什么占据我的优点？

如果你不能有最差的我，就不配有最好的我。

so don't be sad :D and don't be greedy.

青春是一場大雨，即使感冒了，也盼望再淋一次。

If you can hold something up and put it down, it is called weight-lifting; 

If you can hold something up but can never put it down,it's called burden-bearing. 

Goodbye my bro... :(

little brother went his graduation trip with his classmates, yerr... jealous. :((

i miss the graduation trip with primary school friends too...

so nice.

he borrowed my hp to go, for contact us easily. LOL

and he said he wan to show off to his friends. = =

cute bro.

i asked mum to buy some fruit

to make salad :))) teehee

but i think i have did too much ad, lol. for 3 person. :D

yeah, it was almost done :)

 i went jj wit family on Tuesady

actually i wanna buy Giddens's books to read.

cause you know holiday was so boring.

then i saw this, i thought it was 'you are the apple of my eye' in novel version.

but it was not. = =

actually it was a book talking bout how they make a movie.

lol not bad but... i don't want this.

i want to read story... :((

so should i gonna try my best to sell it out?

lol or just give up?

obviously this make me feel i'm so stupid. 

exactly.

this book costs me 26++, for member price.

haiz. i think i will find some day again to go bookstore to buy another novel.

Don't Be Greedy

A girl, no matter how many times she denies it,
she will always remember every detail, every moment, every piece of the memories you've left her.
No matter how much she tried to forget, it will always be there.

every night before you've sleep, the mind was clearer than when you watch television.
make a wish: I hope I'll smile to you when I see your face next time.
everyone's smile can be the most prettiest.
I doesn't mean I want to show my pretty smile to you.
but I just wanna let you know, I can give my best wishes to you.
I don't know whether can I live better without you?
but I believe, this world doesn't have any fact to tell you that you can't live anymore without who.
It may be worse. It may be better.
but it sure will be alright at the end. :)

Why I need to forget? those memories.
about him, about her, about us.
so memorable, i was so curious why I want to forget it before?
at least give me the chance to have the last, the sweetest something between us.

Man, Don't Be Greedy :)

To solve the problem, to face the problem.
That's all.

Something which was real.

Human's relationship, just like a paper.
Once broken, you may stick it together.
But you still can see the scar obviously.
EXACTLY. 

煎熬

my younger sis went to work after her pmr. now i feel bored at home, so mum asked me to follow her to work.
but 2 ringgit for 1 hour really quite pity. exactly.
i don't know. :( last week i read some books, tried to find something to do to make me feel better.
if i keep doing something interesting, i will forget all the other things.
but these days i can't, nothing to do really.
like suffering. like 煎熬

the song was so great. and Jess Lee's sound was so amazing
but the mv quite disgusting. i think so. :(

hmmm
later have to go dinner with family.
byee :D

well. so sad our country limit the movie i wanna watch, 'You Are The Apple Of My Eye' as 18+.
the very responsible counter asked me to show identity card. so we failed.


nevermind.

me and foongjing go greenbox to sing k.
just two people, quite weird. but after that i began to enjoy.
but foong jing started to feel weird. LOL.
it's okay. at least i very enjoy it. and it caused me forgot the time.
i'm like Cinderella. i means story but not her beauty okay?
parents asked me must come back by 5 p.m.
well but we 5 p.m. only came out from there.
then i reached home around 6:30. oh no.
luckily i took bus but not pumpkin carriage. if not the carriage will change back to 'cute' mouses.
lol. a joke.

today was a good day. but i don't want to come back so early.
because today may the last day hang out with friends before i finished spm.
yer.

music really available to change a people's mood.
after i found i cant watch the movie, i sad. then i sang.
we chose a pop and rock song. finally my mood changed from low to high.
then i sang some classic songs, it caused me to miss my form 2 life.
i really miss it so much. so much. like shit.

 

and i was terribly missing someone, the one who made me cry before :)

Hmmm...

I always feel like wanna chat with you, my dear.
but before i start our conversation, i felt myself  was damn annoying.
when i type the first sentence: hi :)
i don't know what's going on my finger? i can't click 'enter' button.
however my finger finally click 'backspace' and 'exit'. :(

Last...

tomorrow we gonna take money form our lovely school.
then i will go movie with foong jing and some friends-- a girl's gathering. :)
it's amazing xD
and we gonna watch 'you are the apple of my eye'.
hope we can watch it. xD
dad told me this is last gathering before i finish my spm.
so sad. you know still have a long time to go. but it's okay. SPM is important than everything :D

hey movie! i'm coming :D

All the things you never knew

everyone must has their own stories behind themselves

you can guess it but you never know the truth and understand it. :D

so don't ask them about it. they are trying to forget.

goodbye.

Thanks God :D

Before 2012, I wanna say thanks to god. :)
2011 is coming to the ending day by day.

Thanks god, I'm a Libra girl.
Thanks god, I'm still alive.
Thanks god, I'm short and cute. LOL.
Thanks god, I can get into science class.
Thanks god, I can have leehom's album.
Thanks god, I can live happily so far.
Thanks god, my friends have not leave me or betray me so far.
Thanks god, I didn't failed any paper in final exam.
Thanks god, I'm still single and not falling in love on any guy to break my heart.
Thanks god, you make me miss my old hairstyle so much.
Thanks god, I have a cute puppy as my new family member.
Thanks god, you make me live wonderfully :D

teehee :))((:
I LOVE YOU

this is something real. :)


you are just a student, but you have handphone, computer, parents, and a lovely home to live.

you'll never understand how the people who have to suffer in their sicknesses to live.

they don't have enough money, they don't know what can they do?

so luckily they can do the treatment one day.

and some people thought they must cannot see the light forever because of eye sicknesses.

after the treatment they finally see the colour of world and their family's smiles :)

they smile, the truest smile.

they can't believe it is true, they thought it may just a fantastic dream.

when you see their pleased smiles, then you will realised how lucky you are :)

Breakaway :(

goodbye form 5.

exam finally over. but it's end for me yesterday. LOL. so my mind just full with form 5.
i try to imagine, how will my graduation day to be? will i cry? will i be crazy?
hahaha. i very look forward to the day :D

i have to attend today evening prefect farewell party for form 5 seniors. woah. it's a semi-formal party.
damn cool it sure be. :D
actually i can't attend the party. dad can't fetch. he said it is too late to back, 10p.m..
then you know i was so sad. go into room and cry for minutes. -____-
then i thought i must do something for don't make myself feel regret.
cause the farewell party may the last time to have a gathering with them. :(
so i ran into downstairs and told dad, 'can i go 2mr party?'
he looked unhappy. LOL. but under my begging, he finally accept. then i asked huiyee to fetch me back while my dad will fetch us go :D
okie. problem finally solved :D

later i have to go for buy high heels. LOL. my first time to wear these heels :P
have a nice day. :)

today, tomorrow, the end

honestly, it's true for me :(

today is saturday. then tomorrow is sunday.

today i felt i was waste my time only. :( because the pressure of exam?

i always do efforts at the eleventh hour. LOL

today i bought a dress, finally, for prefect farewell party. it's coming day by day. so i think i need to buy today because i have no more time to choose.

but it's my first time to wear so girlish dress. and first time wear high heels. and make up too? oh no.

leehom's concert is coming also. i don't dare to ask parents.

you know the exam, i worry i get low marks then how i beg them to allow me go the stupid concert?

i means they thought it is a stupid concert LOL

so money and results are always important :(

After trip :)

the prefect one-day trip is awesome :P
just like waked up from a sweet dream
finally it reached the ending :)
i cannot imagine when the time to leave is reached. i dont want to seperate with you all! :(
just some days, we have to say goodbye :(
even though there are so many sweet or sad memories between us, but i still cant face the truth.
i'm sure, i must feel regret when i know i can't see you all anymore.
but i will try to make more happiness between us. :) it's right.

nvm, nice experience for growth :)
the things after today,  who knows? :D

i saw something great for us for me, :P
it's from tv i think. i forgot :P
it said,

人一生最多能活八十年，
一年365天
你这一生只能活两万九千两百天 :)

so you get the means? it's a nice number :]
since i'm sixteen, then i wasted five thousands eighty hundreds and forty days already :(
then i still have twenty three thousands three hundred and sixty days to live :((

oh what the...
it's a sad group of numbers. sadder than my paper score.
i don't know how long i can stay on earth. and i don't know when i may forget all these sweet memories and friends.

hmm. i should love them now more than today. right? :)

星空

teeheee :)
no mood for revision la.
feel like want to draw rubbish or write something at home, and don't want to go out.
i think i can failed my bio. LOL :D
i know i'm funny, scare for exam but still dun want to revise.
i vry vry kia shu. :P

几米's draw combine withe Mayday's music... hmm. not bad

寂寞可以使忍受 也可以是享受
享受僅有的拥有


hmmm nice :D

now my books is beside me, about half meter. i told to myself before i opened computer just now: okay, playing facebook while do ur own revision, i know you can do it. :D

oh no, finally i understand myself :(
byebye :]

Deepavali :D

Yeah, Happy Deepavali! :DD
exam is over~ woah. actually still have chemistry paper, bio phy paper 3 LOL
but for me, it's not different with exam's over~ :DD teeheee

haiz, i think i cant achieve my target :(
anyway, i ad try me best to open my 'big eyes' to pia :P
in chinese they called 'open night car'? :DD yeah.

tomorrow i will attend prefect trip :D one day trip with friends :D
i think i must be wonderful.
so goodnight :D

hi, dad :)

today, 12:38p.m., sunny noon :)

dad: i want you to get 1st place in this final term of exam!
sister: What?! impossible!
me: dad, you know when you snatch people's things like results or whatever, they will hate you and think like you are a bitch?
sister: yes! dad. *looked at me gratefully* they will feel very behsong, that's why i don't agree :(
dad: owh, So What?! they beh song, their business! they feel behsong then you only can song. :P

oh, what the.

(behsong= unhappy; song = happy) LOL

Muahahaa

23 September 2011

my bday gift

changchang~ 

Character Intro:

1. yellow bear- vlyn :DD

2. banana - chaboon & prefect fellow :PPP

3. angry bird - Wanzhen = =

Story Starts :PP

Once upon a time, a bear bear called leehom :DD

he met a banana :DD

oh no, Banana was crying. :'(

oh so sad, he was hiding himself

leehom: banana, tell me wad was happen?

banana: *sobs* a red angry bird always bully me!

leehom: so sad

leehom hug banana :DD dun cry baby, i must try my best to help u

see, banana was get hurt. (the angry bird plaster)

*Teeee* angry bird was coming!!

leehom and banana: oh shit!

banana was so scare~

angry bird started his attack~!

OH NO!

banana hide himself again~

leehom: oh yeah, let me help u!

leehom: muahaha. today is ur dead day :DD

blang blang~ here is leehom's 火力全开 power card!

banana hide himself behind leehom 

angry bird: stupid! blek! choi lei dou so!

oh no! 火力全开 attacking him!

angry bird pengsan ad~

火力全开is the king!!

angry bird: so sorry :( I'M WRONG

angry bird: forgive me please

leehom and banana: it's okay. :]

Yeah! We are FRIEND! :D