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If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on

I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone.

I just want it back the way it was before

And I just wanna see your back at my front door

if this was a movie you'll be here by now.

but it wasn't :)

冥想

Hmmm... I hate spammers. :( (watch out cbox there)

我很丑但我很温柔。
我很温柔但我很丑。
the best sentence to describe who i am.

please don't walk away from me. i know i'm not good enough.
i'm fat. i'm ugly. i'm short. i'm stupid. just not different with shit.
but please don't walk away from me.
don't give any idea like i'm annoying even though i know i'm.
i feel regret deep inside my heart. but nothing gonna change it. even god.

:::::

say 'hello' with smile. i did it.
yes! even you didn't notice it. :)
never mind.

yeah awesome!

everything will gonna be alright.

because we know everything will gonna be a happy ending. :)

i want us

to get closer and closer

Forever alone? :P

Feel lonely cause i realize i have no many friends.
and among my friends, i have no real friend.
who i can tell everything to him/her, who lovely and always tell me 'i'll stand by you.' :)
it's so sad. very sad.

what's wrong with me?

麻痹的神经 在面对面时

深信那是上天听到祈祷 赐给缘分的礼物

疯狂的念头 被理智控制着

迟一秒 就会疯掉

没有温度的表情 那是因为脑袋里的那个温度计 已经破表

someone tell me where's the courage?

i'm finding it to look at your eyes with smile, 

with the smile i like the most :)

i felt i have longer distance between them. i means my friends.
talk lesser, laugh lesser and sometime it's not different with others like stranger.

may be myself problem? my personality causing me have no many friends and my friends are not like me so much? i don't know. :(
or i think too much?
she always told me like that. when i met problem, i asked her for advises, after giving counseling, she will said i'm thinking too much.
but that was happen a long time ago.
because now i have lesser chance to talk with her. :(

someone said, 机会是自己争取的
but i'm stupid, very stupid. i don't know how to get the chance. to have a nice chat with them.
i thought chat is the best way to have closer relationship with them.
so now i'm starting to learn it. learn how to gain the chances to close with them.
:)

Valentine's day of the last year :(

i love this, delicious but expensive :(

so valentine's day? a sweet day :D
even those sweet things were not happen on me :)

我努力不伤害你

只是他的勇气

你都看在眼里 却不说一句

_____谁说爱情不能做比较

Friends

这世界上，再也没有其他东西

比快乐和幸福更简单。

hmm. finally my younger bro is almost success to study in my school. great. :D
dad and mum were so happy. ya they are.
since they felt happy, then me too. then whole family have a great day today :D

情绪是种病，因为它会传染，和被传染。

i became lazier and lazier. like a piggy who want to sleep over 2 hours after come back from school and don't want to finish homework, just playing tetris like mad.
but monthly exam is coming. oh no.

I could breakaway. :D

i saw some post in facebook from someone. it's great. but weirdly, it brought me to recall something.
i found i have no friends, i means real friends.
somebody else they are, to share something with each other, but they are not real friends.

i have a real friend before, when i was primary school.
she changed my mind and my life, but at last she betrayed me.
since that day, i never trust FRIENDSHIP in 100%.

our chinese language teacher ask us to do a funny job, that's find your friend's photo and tell all classmates about your friends.
the 1st moment i pointed to careen. who really is my good friend.
then s foong jing. oh yeah.
then the girls in prefect board. xD

but i realized, i have lot of friends, and have some good friends.
but i have no real friend. who really go into my heart.
so sad. really.

Care Lesser, Live Happier. :)