Forever alone? :P

Feel lonely cause i realize i have no many friends.
and among my friends, i have no real friend.
who i can tell everything to him/her, who lovely and always tell me 'i'll stand by you.' :)
it's so sad. very sad.

what's wrong with me?

麻痹的神经 在面对面时

深信那是上天听到祈祷 赐给缘分的礼物

疯狂的念头 被理智控制着

迟一秒 就会疯掉

没有温度的表情 那是因为脑袋里的那个温度计 已经破表

someone tell me where's the courage?

i'm finding it to look at your eyes with smile, 

with the smile i like the most :)

i felt i have longer distance between them. i means my friends.
talk lesser, laugh lesser and sometime it's not different with others like stranger.

may be myself problem? my personality causing me have no many friends and my friends are not like me so much? i don't know. :(
or i think too much?
she always told me like that. when i met problem, i asked her for advises, after giving counseling, she will said i'm thinking too much.
but that was happen a long time ago.
because now i have lesser chance to talk with her. :(

someone said, 机会是自己争取的
but i'm stupid, very stupid. i don't know how to get the chance. to have a nice chat with them.
i thought chat is the best way to have closer relationship with them.
so now i'm starting to learn it. learn how to gain the chances to close with them.
:)