Love Drunk ;D

the song i'm listening. :)

don't expect too much.

it's always better to feel surprised than to feel disappointed.

hmm, i have no idea to do what. my mum asked her friend to help me find job. so now just wait for answer.

i wanna go travel. but daddy quite busy, he just off on some days. this is not enough to have a relax holiday.

i think i should take a breath. i don't have much stress, but i need to stay at home and live at the same places for  2 months, a long time.

if i go travel, i think i will work better. i doesn't means my job, but my life. :)

hmm, i want to go beach. :) no more facebook, computer, tv and facebook.

of cause it must be temporary. :P

yeah 2011 is coming to the end.

hope it can be a sweet happy ending :D

Forget and Forgive

Judging a people does not define who they are.

It defines who you are :)

Don't judge me. You don't know the truth.

I did a mistake. A mistake I always did before I forgot the guy.
My pillow was wet. I had no idea.
This isn't called love.
There was something refresh my memory.
And not purposely opened the lock, resulted in those stupid thinking hurt me again.
All that what can I do, is to forget and forgive.
But so sad, every time when I face the problems, mostly what can I do just was 'to forgive'.
I can forgive a people easily. But I never forget.

To make boys chase for girls, what girls should do is run before they chase after you.

However boys won't chase a girl forever.

It's a fact.

我希望可以被保护。但并不渴望。

我更渴望可以用我的力量，去保护我最爱的人。

朋友，家人，爱人。

比起被他们保护，我更想保护它。

不是喜欢逞强，是因为……

一个我不知道的理由。

Every night before I fell asleep, I will think many things.
May create a story, may create a song.
May miss my flashback, may miss someone.
But after I wake up on the next day morning,
I will forget :)

#543

That's why I told you, 'Don't be greedy!'

人没有十全十美。

如果你不能接受我的缺点，

那你凭什么占据我的优点？

如果你不能有最差的我，就不配有最好的我。

so don't be sad :D and don't be greedy.

青春是一場大雨，即使感冒了，也盼望再淋一次。

If you can hold something up and put it down, it is called weight-lifting; 

If you can hold something up but can never put it down,it's called burden-bearing. 

Goodbye my bro... :(

little brother went his graduation trip with his classmates, yerr... jealous. :((

i miss the graduation trip with primary school friends too...

so nice.

he borrowed my hp to go, for contact us easily. LOL

and he said he wan to show off to his friends. = =

cute bro.

i asked mum to buy some fruit

to make salad :))) teehee

but i think i have did too much ad, lol. for 3 person. :D

yeah, it was almost done :)

 i went jj wit family on Tuesady

actually i wanna buy Giddens's books to read.

cause you know holiday was so boring.

then i saw this, i thought it was 'you are the apple of my eye' in novel version.

but it was not. = =

actually it was a book talking bout how they make a movie.

lol not bad but... i don't want this.

i want to read story... :((

so should i gonna try my best to sell it out?

lol or just give up?

obviously this make me feel i'm so stupid. 

exactly.

this book costs me 26++, for member price.

haiz. i think i will find some day again to go bookstore to buy another novel.

Don't Be Greedy

A girl, no matter how many times she denies it,
she will always remember every detail, every moment, every piece of the memories you've left her.
No matter how much she tried to forget, it will always be there.

every night before you've sleep, the mind was clearer than when you watch television.
make a wish: I hope I'll smile to you when I see your face next time.
everyone's smile can be the most prettiest.
I doesn't mean I want to show my pretty smile to you.
but I just wanna let you know, I can give my best wishes to you.
I don't know whether can I live better without you?
but I believe, this world doesn't have any fact to tell you that you can't live anymore without who.
It may be worse. It may be better.
but it sure will be alright at the end. :)

Why I need to forget? those memories.
about him, about her, about us.
so memorable, i was so curious why I want to forget it before?
at least give me the chance to have the last, the sweetest something between us.

Man, Don't Be Greedy :)

To solve the problem, to face the problem.
That's all.

Something which was real.

Human's relationship, just like a paper.
Once broken, you may stick it together.
But you still can see the scar obviously.
EXACTLY. 

煎熬

my younger sis went to work after her pmr. now i feel bored at home, so mum asked me to follow her to work.
but 2 ringgit for 1 hour really quite pity. exactly.
i don't know. :( last week i read some books, tried to find something to do to make me feel better.
if i keep doing something interesting, i will forget all the other things.
but these days i can't, nothing to do really.
like suffering. like 煎熬

the song was so great. and Jess Lee's sound was so amazing
but the mv quite disgusting. i think so. :(

hmmm
later have to go dinner with family.
byee :D

well. so sad our country limit the movie i wanna watch, 'You Are The Apple Of My Eye' as 18+.
the very responsible counter asked me to show identity card. so we failed.


nevermind.

me and foongjing go greenbox to sing k.
just two people, quite weird. but after that i began to enjoy.
but foong jing started to feel weird. LOL.
it's okay. at least i very enjoy it. and it caused me forgot the time.
i'm like Cinderella. i means story but not her beauty okay?
parents asked me must come back by 5 p.m.
well but we 5 p.m. only came out from there.
then i reached home around 6:30. oh no.
luckily i took bus but not pumpkin carriage. if not the carriage will change back to 'cute' mouses.
lol. a joke.

today was a good day. but i don't want to come back so early.
because today may the last day hang out with friends before i finished spm.
yer.

music really available to change a people's mood.
after i found i cant watch the movie, i sad. then i sang.
we chose a pop and rock song. finally my mood changed from low to high.
then i sang some classic songs, it caused me to miss my form 2 life.
i really miss it so much. so much. like shit.

 

and i was terribly missing someone, the one who made me cry before :)

Hmmm...

I always feel like wanna chat with you, my dear.
but before i start our conversation, i felt myself  was damn annoying.
when i type the first sentence: hi :)
i don't know what's going on my finger? i can't click 'enter' button.
however my finger finally click 'backspace' and 'exit'. :(

Last...

tomorrow we gonna take money form our lovely school.
then i will go movie with foong jing and some friends-- a girl's gathering. :)
it's amazing xD
and we gonna watch 'you are the apple of my eye'.
hope we can watch it. xD
dad told me this is last gathering before i finish my spm.
so sad. you know still have a long time to go. but it's okay. SPM is important than everything :D

hey movie! i'm coming :D

All the things you never knew

everyone must has their own stories behind themselves

you can guess it but you never know the truth and understand it. :D

so don't ask them about it. they are trying to forget.

goodbye.

Thanks God :D

Before 2012, I wanna say thanks to god. :)
2011 is coming to the ending day by day.

Thanks god, I'm a Libra girl.
Thanks god, I'm still alive.
Thanks god, I'm short and cute. LOL.
Thanks god, I can get into science class.
Thanks god, I can have leehom's album.
Thanks god, I can live happily so far.
Thanks god, my friends have not leave me or betray me so far.
Thanks god, I didn't failed any paper in final exam.
Thanks god, I'm still single and not falling in love on any guy to break my heart.
Thanks god, you make me miss my old hairstyle so much.
Thanks god, I have a cute puppy as my new family member.
Thanks god, you make me live wonderfully :D

teehee :))((:
I LOVE YOU

this is something real. :)


you are just a student, but you have handphone, computer, parents, and a lovely home to live.

you'll never understand how the people who have to suffer in their sicknesses to live.

they don't have enough money, they don't know what can they do?

so luckily they can do the treatment one day.

and some people thought they must cannot see the light forever because of eye sicknesses.

after the treatment they finally see the colour of world and their family's smiles :)

they smile, the truest smile.

they can't believe it is true, they thought it may just a fantastic dream.

when you see their pleased smiles, then you will realised how lucky you are :)

Breakaway :(

goodbye form 5.

exam finally over. but it's end for me yesterday. LOL. so my mind just full with form 5.
i try to imagine, how will my graduation day to be? will i cry? will i be crazy?
hahaha. i very look forward to the day :D

i have to attend today evening prefect farewell party for form 5 seniors. woah. it's a semi-formal party.
damn cool it sure be. :D
actually i can't attend the party. dad can't fetch. he said it is too late to back, 10p.m..
then you know i was so sad. go into room and cry for minutes. -____-
then i thought i must do something for don't make myself feel regret.
cause the farewell party may the last time to have a gathering with them. :(
so i ran into downstairs and told dad, 'can i go 2mr party?'
he looked unhappy. LOL. but under my begging, he finally accept. then i asked huiyee to fetch me back while my dad will fetch us go :D
okie. problem finally solved :D

later i have to go for buy high heels. LOL. my first time to wear these heels :P
have a nice day. :)