25.4.10

当这些都是秘密

我会懊悔自己 已经把这秘密
泄漏了出去

白痴地认为真爱会克服一切困难
所有问题都不会是难题
当我决定要勇敢去爱你~

错误从那一次电话开始
说了一堆肺腑之言
说好要了解、说好要继续
但那些说好的 长了翅膀 飞去

爱你 不是因为你有多出名,多帅,多有钱……
还是得到你的主意我会有多骄傲
那不是理所当然的决定
我每次研究你的笑容 不假 自然

Forever love
记得这首歌
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
但现在不是了
从微笑 到装不认识
我宁愿你告诉我说你讨厌我 或许
当彼此面对面会感到尴尬和莫名的恶心
那就是不对

意思:已经装不下任何的恶心了
不要再打击我
如果我对你的感觉是恶心
我已经很恶心了,不要再恶心我
我不脆弱,只是讨厌恶心
Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

22.4.10

Learn-ing the way you are

May be that's the answer, you are hating me.
I try to pretend don't know, and I tell myself I don't sure it.
But why you want to hint me: That's TRUTH

So
If you hate me
so I want to hate you too.

I'm not copy cat
but copy you...

Learning...
Consider want to go tuition for this "subject" or no...

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

21.4.10

强迫

不用强迫任何人做任何的事情
他不想做,再怎样强迫他,
就算完成了任务,也不会是最好

强迫别人之前先想想 如果别人强迫你,
你会爽吗?

认为我说歪理的 不用瞪白眼
不爽就不爽
不用看

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

19.4.10

我还没忘

怎么开始忘了
by 林隆旋(Ft.张芸京)

怎么开始忘了我还能微笑
怎么开始忘了我还有心跳
那些黑色的玩笑
没有受伤不会好
我们还在找
自己的生存之道

我还是我自己 还很好……
没有你我也可以继续我的生活

放弃 是最好的选择
我还没忘 忘记那些我该忘记的事情
留了个烙印 记忆里的痕迹
用不能擦掉的过去
要怎样忘记 怎样麻痹♥

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

17.4.10

Pressure

Libra can't accept any pressure
include anythings
they enjoy their freedom living, and comfortable feeling.
I am

I don't want face any pressure from exam and more
I can't imagine how they're do it
Tuition? Not suitable for me
A class? Far away please
But I can't
Haiz...

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

STOP IT

Stop your hand from my handphone~!!!
Don't want keep seeing my message!
And want to know my PRIVACY!!!
Don't want thought you're so POWERFUL!!

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

the voice

shouting in my heart
say:"I love You" loudly

i see at your face
but you don't do it to me
i know
but i don't wanna know

once i see you
my body cells die
no because of other reasons
but because the nercous, scare, like, love, hate and more

please notice me
if not, i will do something that i shouldn't do

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

没错

大人都是这样

  • 他们做错,都不会承认是自己的错
不确定我们有没有犯错前,
就乱诬赖
每次都是这样

  • 他们认为,
大人就是有权力管理小孩的每一个举止
甚至他们的隐私,还有自由

  • 脾气不好就发泄在我们身上
我们呢?根本就没有发泄的权利
有时,大力发泄如拍桌子
也会给他们打
因为他们认为你不甘愿
谁会甘愿?当他被冤枉

  • 他的每一句话,都是歪理
根本就是没经过大脑出来的屎!
我们连反驳的机会都没有
说什么不用管她,让他去死
我又没有叫你管我
你少说几句话是不行吗?
你说话就能,我不可以吗?
你以为你是谁?
你只不过是大我几十岁的人而已

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

still XX-ing

want to forget something-realise it-it's hard
i just want the calling of you
 my name from ur mouth
adn say u love me too

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

I'm NORMAL

yeah.
i'm normal
I'm not the kind of girls like to fake her self
and i won't hate my senior
unless they're really too annoying

one day, my senior say my hair too long
i means front one
this is third time
so she very beh song me     i noe
may be that day i m moodless
but i still pin up my hair like a shit
after that, i put up my pin

i forget. when i go out from the class to go lab.
i see her again.
yeah. she catch me again.
she thought i m the girl same like other girls
please.
i'm no.
i cry
no because she catch me or i scare her
but i scare she no belive me
really

second day, she see me
i pin up my hair more shit
but she still no like my pattern.
never mind
but i feel more happy...=]
Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

12.4.10

here's the wound

Be hurt by parents, teachers and him♥

Parents
♥hurt me- say i'm stupid and useless
♥scold me- make i scare them
♥sometimes feel they're annoying and vexatious
♥scold me without any reason
♥pressure

Teachers
♥say i'm stupid too
♥folio
♥pmr
♥exam...shita exam
♥homework
♥tution
♥pressure

Him
♥feel he hate me*very much
♥got a lot of my friend love him too
♥scare to see him but want to do it
♥sometimes no feel sometimes miss him

*Vexatious-无理取闹(by Google transalte)

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

10.4.10

no feeling

today say something to him
i don't know why i will do that

actually i'm waiting for my daddy
then i wait him almost 1 hour ago
2.00, i saw the guy go out school
i met him at pintu besar
then he use his brow to say:"helo." me too

he sit at pintu kecil there one stairs
and then i feel lonely
i want go chat with him
between the pagar...
he also want back ad.
so we just chat about 1 minutes.

the things i want to say is
why i no feeling to him
no nervous and no feel
good or bad?
but i just miss him yesterday night.
i don't know what happen to him
now i no scare him
i'm normal person.

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

9.4.10

Fake


他们都是假装的 讨厌死了
装成很有智慧美 清纯 阳光 甚至娃娃音
难道不明白有些东西是不能假装的吗?
她们该不是以为男生都是瞎的吧?
够单纯了

我承认 有些女生是真的智慧美 清纯 阳光 甚至娃娃音
他们都不会让人讨厌
只有那些假到……哼!

装成很有气质 说喜欢喝牛奶 果汁 咖啡
谁不喜欢喝可乐和珍珠奶茶?还有路边摊出名的香肠?
全部人都喜欢去吹空调 做面膜吗?
还是会有女生约好一起去游泳 还是回家洗澡的

不假装的女生有可能不会被喜欢
但是假装的女生一定会被讨厌

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

Shout at me(lame post)

i have promise XXX i wont post it in my blog

but i still do it.


i love XXX so much

but xxx shout at me suddenly

reason?

because i'm the second ppl ask xxx the same ques which xxx be ask 5 times

(noe my manglish?)



thn i gt terkejut. XD

but i try to menahan it. but xxx still shout at me..= =

i gt abit hurt. thn i scare i cry. i hide my self n go to class

thn gt ppl see i be scold. thn they try to calm down me la

but once they do it, my tears come out

i m the kind of ppl. dun wan say anything to me whn i m relax myself

i will broke down



thn i "catch"careen go to toilet.

actually is go out for a while. just go around

n thn i cry. silently.

careen look vry nervous..XD..

n thn i go back class..

n thn XXX say sorry to me

thn i forgiv xxx...



That's all


Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

damn

AGAIN

I hate this feeling. Attack me again and again
Yes, I can say:"I had forget him."as loudly as I could.
But sorry, I can't do it properly.

I'm not sure "Do I love you?"
but i can sure it, I MISS YOU
yes. very much

But You hate me.
the worst relationship is No FRIEND, No ENERMY
ya. We're.
I felt you have the "Damn!" brow on your face.
and you just treate me as a stranger.

every action of yours as a wound to me
Every crush-er is CRAZY

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

where's your reason

for CRY?
或许是天气热的关系,还是坐巴士很累,还是要很早起来很辛苦
不知道 很烦
烦到神经
Folio, Exam, PMR, Tution, Tution homework
全部都很烦
虽然有时候会很enjoy补习,可是我很讨厌功课
头脑细胞不好,所以很辛苦
我就是那里最笨的那个
我不懂我的未来到底要怎样  天!

家 真的是最温暖的地方
我还拿家人来出气
在学校一直很辛苦 一回到家马上发泄出来
也不懂为什么哭 哈哈
但是爸妈都忍让我,虽然不知道为什么我哭
谢谢

不要流出无谓的眼泪
Where's your reason for cry?

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

3.4.10

before i fall asleep


I always like to think many many things before I fall asleep every night.
I will regeret what the mistakes I did today.
And then say:"Shita" to my self above ten times.

And I also will miss him-the guys I hate.
and say shita again.

Even if I can't make the time flew back,
but i still hope i can get the secondCHANCES again

I will miss the people who I miss.
that's the reason I can't forget them him
may be

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

I love but I CAN'T

Yes. I love to Sing. But I can't.
Why? Don't need to feel weired.
Because my parents don't like.
JUST THAT

But I really like to do it
why i can't
Isn't my voice?
no! I trust myself.XD.

haix
i still like to Sing
shita

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

2.4.10

Edit

Editor is a good job~XD
Enjoy it
edit my photo because i'm too ugly
XP

Ordiginal ugly

Be- lovely

that's ugly, bt lovely

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

Truth

that's the TRUTH
TRUTH OF LOVE

我不想去面对事实
有人说,女生不能去追男生
为什么?为什么?
那当男生不是很辛苦吗?
不……女生更辛苦
她喜欢他,却不能说出来
面子?尊严?名声?
去死吧!
这是理由吗?
当我醒来后,
知道
这 真的是事实
我不要知道 宁愿永远当个傻瓜
现在 很后悔
不想去喜欢他 
忘记 可以吗?
我 是 笨 蛋
Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

Folio?

NOOOOooooooooo

4 folio want to do it
Seni, Geo, Sej, KH
the easiest is KH. because i like the teacher
and the teacher very responsible
no like another three. = =

Seni want to draw draw draw...
most terrible is need to hear her voice...wtfrog
and need to search and find

geo too. want to see her sui yong.
wtflower.
and want to find maklumat too...sienz

sejarah?
all things want to do
she oso sui yong n wtfloor voice.

haiz.
form 3 is shita
pmr is shita too

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

U-G-L-Y

Contact lens-ing
haha...ya ya..
got friend say i look more beautiful
gtfriend say i look just normal.
lol

but when i see the mirror
i see myself except the head...= =
oh my god
it looks ugly

i must find the solution
Close my eyes?
good idea. = =

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

1.4.10

Love You ALL

Hueyyin, chien hui, mayyee, chien hui, v lyn thy all go kawad.
you will see their skin colour gt a big different compare with before and after
= =

vlyn n cha boon skin are whitest.
they're become the colour same as me.
I gt abit sad+dissappointed+heart-break
T^T
and dearest chien hui n may yee n hueyyin too...T^T
shita...
i vry sorry to them
sorry...

i love u all vry much
cant eat n play wit them
sad la...bt gt hui han la
so today we very enjoy...=w=
hahahaha...funny phew~

gambateh. i love u all.
haizar...miss them vry much. they cum back i straight fly to see them...phew~
fall in love with them~XD

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

Fish N Me

Yeah. That's The fish!
Remember wad ur kindergarden teacher say?

one two three four five
once i got a fish bla bla
six seven eight nine ten
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla~
haha
i forgot ady

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

Mistake.Just mistake

Tell me.
It's just a mistake. A mistake.
JUST A MISTAKE

The girl is ugly, stupid and shit-ly

Shita brain. I miss you again.
I will become very sensitive when hear your name, see your name,
or even if just see your things.

I know you're not in class,
but I still go to see you.
It's just a wonder.

The mistake I do, is I miss you.
Why? I know I can't.

You hate me. I know.
Shita.
What the things I say is Shita

Pen off
(teach by Pn.Resna)

Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD

My-Kind of Boy

By DEAREST wai yern & yi shian
Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 15 of your friends here in blogger to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl.
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking??
Up to his parents. I don’t care. But at least handsome than me

2. Smart?
Up to his teachers.

3. Preferred age?
0-99

4. Preferred height?
Almost guys who beside me are taller than me, except my brother
5. How about sense of humor?
Never mind. I’m.

6. How about piercings?
What’s this?

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Of course. Can’t also Must

8. Pink hair?
Doesn’t matter

9. Mushy or no?
I don’t care

10. Thin or fat?
Normal.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Normal.

12. Long hair or short hair?
Up To him…Why ask these STUPIAK question?

13. Plastic or metal?
Again…stupiak

14. Smells good?
Again and again… Up to my nouse

15. Smoker?
NO WAY!

16. Drinker?
Seldom…very seldom

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
What means?

18. Musically inclined?
I’m. He just need two good ears to listen me sing. XD

19. Plays piano?
That’s Okay. Because I don’t know.XD

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Sexy voice. XP

21. Plays violin?
Up to him

22. Sings very good?
Just have the sexy voice. Sing together with me. =]

23. Vain?
No

24. With glasses?
Up to his eyes
25. With braces?
Huh?!

26. Shy type?
Sometimes/Always.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
The kind I like.
28. Active or passive?
When I active, he’s passive. When I passive, he’s active.
; ]

29. Tight or bomb?
What means?

30. Singer or dancer?
Singer. Both will be better. XD

31. Stunner?
What’s It?

32. Hiphop
Okay.
33. Earrings?
Up to him.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
Confuse of what are you saying?

35. Dimples?
Seen so cute

36. Bookworm?
Erm. Just be normal
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
This just makes me love him more++
38. Playful?
Not so. But Not not so.

39. Flirt?
Erm. Don’t know

40. Poem writer?
better

41. Serious?
Sometimes

42. Campus crush?
For forever.

43. Painter?
Okay

44. Religious?
Yes.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Not too over

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Be normal please

47. Speaks 20 languages?
No need! It’s just rubbish. He just need to know how to say “ILU”

48. Loyal o faithful?
Okay

49. Good kisser?
Better. XD

50. Loves children??
Yes. Cause I not.


Yayx~!
I'm the 'girl like boys'XD