RESULT??wat it's means for me

nothing means...
but i broke down for it once? twice? may b an unknown answer...

I hate result...even though it's really very important for us...
but it make a distance from my friends and me...a long distance...
I not good in sejarah...I read this subject until 12.30 a.m....
and continue it tomorrow 6.30 a.m....
I sacrifice so many times and mind for it...
Why Can't Got A..?
I didn't got A...That's not so sad news
MOST TERRIBLE is I got C and no B!!!!!
I am very unlucky??
omg
My parents scold me for it...and how much I do my best best best...
I dont know why

I hate it!!!
Now I think I couldn't cold down myself already...
because it's same with my result...that
It's a TRUTH!!