别得罪女人 除非你嫌命长

suddenly realized this. LOL. because i'm quite angry now.

• 女人是阴晴不定的动物

i think there were many men agree with this :]

women are too easy to jealous for some little things.

a lots women like to act cute. yuck!
and they are 口是心非.
yuck i hate annoying women. suck

lao zha bo. chia zha bo. (hokkien language.)
shita

PIC :P

post some old pic. xPP

yeah. on the way to back home

yea. mc flurry :P

sandwich. hmm yummy. xP

bought from 麦可斯~

the nails before holiday :(

smile. i <3 this so much

peace :)

then those next pics were took when FATHER'S DAY ;P

1st, buy CAKE :P

2nd,  go PIZZA HUT

3rd, hmm. which was dad's favorite?

4th, paid :P

5th, in the car. woah. so many yaa

LOL. my sis was so happy with those FOOD!

NOOB pic :X

muahaha. air liur comin out

yeah. the party BEGINS!

oh? 宝贝，stop lookin at my food. it's mine!

emm pizza. xPP

hmm. cake. kotaknya :P

CAKE~ tiramisu favor   

父亲节快乐~

D-DANG D-DANG~ 开幕仪式~

give me one xP

woah. tarzan's house?

took from the classroom :P

oh. vandalism! 

 <3 LEEHOM!

杜明汉：杜杜杜杜杜 you love me?

emm. i hate books. :(

MONKEY xP

will you marry me?

ermm. shud arrange at above. but cin cai la.

muahaa. this's my cutest dad la. xPP 

lengzai lea?

nice gene~ xP

BERSIH

tomorrow has something happen. i don't so sure what will going on. i just listen from parents. well, not my business. :P

okay. i think i have quite long period not update my blog. even though it was not any visitors here.

today was sports day. our school. but i stay at home. because i prefer do my tuition works, even though i 

never do them before. but i think i start to regret, anyway it ends after 5 minutes.

err. i these days quite 自恋. i ask careen and chien for comment. cause i want change my profile pic. no more leehom. cause i realize once i put leehom as profile pic, not so many ppl will know who am i. but you know i really love leehom.

i changed then. careen said my pic weird. this's for sure. cause i know pic in fb is always different with real one.

i really like 李民浩, who the handsome main male character in the drama- boys over flower. a Korean drama.

cute smile. :)

woah. this called handsome. 

cool man. <3

lengzai lea. xDD 

i hate the one. who make me cry, make me crazy before. i lived under the one's shadow. yeah.

i thought i can forgive and forget. but you know, i cant. because the wounds were too much, too serious.

all you did to me was unacceptable. i never know why i can live with you before.

we talked gossip together, play together, and love each other. now, no more. no more smiles. only hate.

i feel like want to take revenge. i want to take back all you take away from me.

all you had were mine! MINE!

you don't have any qualification to smile. to have friends. to be trusted. 

you are pretty, may be. but you are shita ugly, in your heart, your mind.

i feel like want to kill you. NO. i want you disappear in my world. forever.

i won't say goodbye to you anymore. cause i don't want to listen next 'hello' from you.

GO AWAY!

i think i wanna marry you?

this week was so interesting. :P really. Thursday have cooperative day, while today have kwang hua run.

today run was something like satu malaysia run. LOL. funny name. never heard before.
the information is, 3km for girls, 3.5 km for boys. held at school.
if you attend this activity, then you can get bonus 17 marks for you curriculum.
honestly i have no interest on the bonus marks. i just want to complete my moral folio.
it's so shit. try to imagine, we need to run (do pattern) and ask someone to take photo.
kinda stupid action. LOL.

so i helped paisin and careen take many. but nobody help me. :'(
i just have 2 pic. ngam ngam ho. haiz. nvm.
then i run. careen this stupid guy, after taking finish her photo, she then run til i can't see her in the front. what the.
i ask pai sin to take then. yer. quite fake lo. i didn't means her technique not good la. cauz my pose too fake. LOL

woah. i only realize, how long 3km was. quite far. i lazy for run, walk a while run a while. something like that then run to the ending. when i saw may fong them, ajk of my rumah-- rumah A, i pretend i'm running LOL.

well. i was not regret for attend this stupiak run. after i watched the performance.
the participants who took part in the DMC competition. they sing and dance. quite nice.
i just felt speechless. the 1st one who sing leehom's 心跳. he's eu ee. LOL. not bad but. i speechless. have big different with leehom.
those performances were really make me shocked.

there was a group, 3 female members, sang 'Marry You'. what the frog?
i think tuck soon sang better than them. yuck. so suck.

anyway. today quite tired. but enjoy is more than exhausted. right?
only you attend the run, watch the show, then you can understand what nonsense i'm talking bout.
:)

tomorrow :)

yeah. tomorrow will be a fancy day.
i have forgot all unhappy things happened on today. :( just let it stay beside, after enjoy tomorrow only talk bout that. ;]
woah, tomorrow is hari koperasi. muahaa. prefect selling juice. and i need to duty.
anyway. i was vry excited. muahaa.
and i bought rm15 coupons. i scare it's not enough. :(

this is good enough to describe what i had thinkin today.

haha. i can't sleep.
buhbye. xP

bla bla black sheep

my dad refuse to sign my result sheet. LOL. what the.
guys tell me, did my exam results suck?
i get 18 per 46 pupils in 4s6. honestly, i think this is not bad ad right? (maybe?)
but my dad said a lots to me tonight. he said, you're more useless-er now.

that means before that i very 'useful'? :)

i think i understand my dad's feeling now. really. don't want say i chuan la, honestly, my results when primary school is better than now hundred times.
so if my parents cant accept this, i can understand them. true.

dad, mum, sorry.

i felt sorry.
when i form 2, i do my best for study, even though i get shita results too. but i think it was better than now one.
i think about this that time: i do well for study, it's just for parents.
i just don't want they feel disappointed. but i don't scare if they want scold me.
so i pia in every exam. but i never concentrated on study when in class.

due to this, because i get too much stress, i get lebih shita results. and i cried down.
since that day, i figure out something.

if i put too much effort on something, once i can't get the same results with my effort, it sucks.

if i nvr do well on it, so if i get shit results, it was okay.

at least it's better than first one.
but now i'm clear.

i work hard for myself. 

but not parents, friends, or lovers.
all are just bla bla black sheep.

damn. all nonsense.

results

not 'flying colours' but 'crying mothers'
:(

parents' thinking will influence my thinking also. i failed 3 subs, add maths, sejarah and phy. i think my results is quite 'okay'. it means bad but it's acceptable.

but unfortunately, my parents seem like not think so, obviously.

i think my results are just same with careen's. but she don't think so, she think hers is better than me. she talked these in front of my mum. LOL. whatever.

 i don't care.

but you know my mum was so care. and my dad too.

after back to home, dad said he don't want to sign my result sheet. SO WHAT?!

i don't mind.

honestly, i very mind it. :( i don't care my 'flying colours' or 'crying mothers'. i just upset of their expression and their mind to me. WHAT'S IT MEANS?


i don't hope to get this type of results too. what the frog you all blame me.

when they try to scold me, i just listen music with headset. and pretend reading comics.

i know dad and mum you all are disappointed of my results. i just speechless. i know. because i never do my best. so nothing else i can say.

that's why. if i never put my best effort on it, i will not get upset of my results.

but what i'm thinking is different with you all. i figure out, 'RESULTS ARE NOT EVERYTHING.'


if you still don't happy for my results, what can i do? it's just nothing. i can't stop your minds for thinking that and to be so pessimistic.